Hey there! =) I just saw your thread in A&D, and wanted to say that I'm sorry you don't feel the members here can provide adequate advice, given the age difference. For what it's worth, I'm sorry to see you go, because I've always appreciated the mature perspective you offer (primarily in R&D)! If you ever want to talk, you're welcome to contact me in any way you deem fit - VM, PM, or e-mail. As a fellow "adult," I hope I can help support you through the more serious medical issues you alluded to in your thread.