It sounds really complicated ��
But it seems you two have a lot to talk about. Most of the time those feelings will stay as long as there are still some thing that aren't clear. We tend to think about those things for nights. Thas why it's so important to talk if it's possible. (i admit there are time where talking is no longer possible)
Would you like to tell me what happened between you two via pm? So I can understand why it's that hard for you?

Ah, thank you! ❤️ sadly I don't know where it's from your profil pic is awesome too! It looks so peacefully. Deers are beautiful animals!

Hey
Thanks for your comment and usually I would agree. But not with her. Cause while I miss her, I'm also still mad and even if I wasn't, she ruined or relationship. Not on purpose, I'll admit that, but there's definitely no future for us, so I try not to contact her, so hopefully the feelings will go away sooner or later. And it's also better for her, so she won't get her hopes up, that we could be together again.
Btw. I like your profile picture