what did u start (u can PM me if u dont want to say it here)
maybe i can help u figure out a way to stop it

its not a good thing im doin...i meant i started somethin bad for me...its not great at all...idk wut to do

well maybe a change is a good thing. let it play out and see how it goes.
Remember if you really need help you should get it.

thats the thing, i dont have anyone that i want to help i guess...idk anymore...but now i started somethin all new ive never done b4...and well, im just totally lost now...

well make a list of people who could possibly help you and go to those ppl and see if they will.
and/or you can post on this website explaining your situation and asking for serious long term help.
I am always willing to help. just PM or VM me if you want to talk.

im willing if there is smeone wo is actually willing to help me...ppl say but they dont act on it...im so freakin tired of ppl throwin me out like trash...its so freakin annoyin and im tired of it...

well for what its worth im glad you didnt die.
Maybe all these failed suicide attempts are a sign that you should live.
Please hang on i know its hard but u still have so much left to experience in life.
Other people have been in your situation before and they have gotten through it and are very happy now. You can get through it too if you just have some hope. And if you are willing to put in the work to make your life better.

Hang in there!!

yea, well, i could have died last nite if i wouldnt have thrown up some pills i took...

You are still sooo young though. You need to at least wait until you have been through a year of college or a year on your own.

a few years....YA RITE...already have been tryin for almost 4 years now