well, just had a performance today, I had a solo, and I failed miserably. I started crying when we were done, and now I just feel like sh*t. I'm not sure, I just got super depressed after the concert, and now I'm just triggered more and more. Not to mention this weekend means a lot to me emotional-memory-wise, and it's just.... ugh *bangs head on computer*

feel better and not much been getting ready for exams u?

I'm home from school, sort of sick, got squat for sleep, and really, I just am constantly triggered. But I'm okay, really. Hm, so what's been going on with you lately?

im ok sick with a cold and whats wrong?

heeeey how rr u ?

thanks <3

yes it is they are doing more tests tmw