well I'll be your friend!!! whats going on??

hey I need a friend so bad

you want to email me? I can help you

because I told my friend (I was scared I was gonna get pregnant, what else could I do?). And he found out. After I promised him that I would keep the secret for him. And he flipped out. And ummmmmmm, yeah, but my friend warned me that he used me. Which is partially true. But still.... gah drama

why would he hate you?

I lost my head in my depression and agreed to do it, just to do it, and then we went too far and we had sex. And it was such a mistake. I think he hates me now. Probably.

why? did you do anything

I lost my virginity to him... and he's my ex. It wasn't right.

what mistake?

Not very good, I just made a huge mistake with my exboyfriend. And I am sort of, not gonna lie, sad. Upset at myself. Feeling sort of sick. Tired. All of the above.