Everything is wrong.... I'm terrified of my best friend and I still feel like I might love him, but I saw him last night, just for a second, and before he saw me, I ran for it. I feel awful... the only reason I went to the show was to see him... god I feel like an idiot you have no idea. And my ex, he is being a total jerk, he is begging for me back and trying to convince me that I will never be able to win the love of anyone and I.. everything is messed up
I cut myself a couple days ago and I haven't felt okay since, and to top it all off, I am doubting the one guy that I feel might actually like me because all of my friends keep telling me he isn't true.....
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