When you call me kiddo I feel like your gonna pat me on the head and call me little bro

wanna talk about it?

i'm very bored

I'm okay, I'm just having a sense of wonder about the Bible and the end of the world... and I'm sort of triggered and not feeling very good about myself.... but other than that I'm fine. How are you kiddo?

taylee
hru?

oh I get it when I walked toward my ex-crush I slowed
away I sped up
I literally wanted to run

I has same probs bro
if your ever at night and are stuck in your head come talk to me i'm usually on

Cloud nine? why why why why????

...okay. Complain time. This week was supposed to be fine, you know? I actually faced my fear, I talked to the guy I love, whom I'm terrified of. I'm not even sure why I'm scared of him, but every time I see him or hear his voice or remember him I want to crawl out of my skin and run away and scream. Its awful. But no, I talked to him, I HUGGED HIM. And all was well, until he goes and tells my ex about what we did a couple months ago. ....sexually, we did things a couple months ago. Maybe that contributes to the fear thing. Anyways, he told my ex, and my ex. Cody, he... he was going to get back together with me. He's PISSED. And then, okay. I can't sleep anymore. I. Give. Up. Its SICK what happens in my head nowadays, its disgusting and depressing and killing me and I don't want The End to win, but they will. And the nightmares... no. Okay. Done even trying. No. But that means I have a lot of time at night to think and thinking leads to tears and panic attacks... ugh. And I really, really want to run away. Its unhealthy how badly I need to get out of here. Its just.... I don't know..... I'm not on cloud 9....

...anyways.... but why are you??

Please go ahead and complain if you need to
I think everyone needs to complain once in awhile

I am on cloud 9

Me? Eh.... I'm okay. Just gonna be a long night :/ and I'm thinking... way too much about a guy. It hurts sometimes
ugh. i don't have any room to complain. My life is fine. Fine.
....I'm unsure how I am so how are you dude?

thank you
your a good person

how are you?

I probably sound like a broken record, but tune it out, you know? Change the channel, and find something to distract your mind from bad thoughts and memories. Even from a week ago. You deserve to be happy, just so you know

I know
thank you

it just feels like it's stuck in my head and won't get out