baby i love you and i should have stuck with my other option of talking to you on the phone ! ;] i think i've pretty much seen all your support forums and blogs you've posted and stuff and i just want you to know i'm hear listening and i love you with all my heart, i got my eye on youu honey! ;] and goddamn i love you so much sweetheart n' i wish i could talk to you non-stop all day but unfortunately i have to get in the shower. after that i want to call you though!!! (:
i love you babyy ! =]

Elijah, you have helped me through a lot over the past few months, and i dont think i have told you how much i appreciate it. thank you so much for always being there when i neeed to talk to someone about something. you have helped me more then you really know. if it wasnt for you i would have turned back to the crap i had done before. i can tell you anything and i know that you'll understand my situation.
i love you so much honey, and i just want you to know that.