Hello! I just read your post on the Depression and Suicide section. I can relate about being fine and glad about being yourself for a period of time, and then revert back into depression. In fact, I'm going through it right now, and the worst part of it, is that I'm at work.
I haven't replied on your thread, because I don't feel like I would have anything of use to say, and I noticed you said you don't trust guys, but I thought that I would say "Hello!" and introduce myself anyway.
My name's Matt by the way. I'm honored to have been the first TeenHelp member to have posted on your visitor message wall.
PS: I happen to agree 100% with you display pic.