hey, i just made this account because i saw a post of yours after searching 'dont feel conscious' in google but i think im feeling similar to you, like i used to feel much different, like awake, seeing and feeling everything. now i feel like im in one big dream, and im traped. like a coma. when i eat i only taste it if i think about it, if i feel something i have to like .. idk realize that im doing it. well without trying to vent to you i hope this is similar to how you feel.