Yeah I think I'd like candy floss pink hair. It'd be really cute and girly and lovely. :3 Plus I'd look fabulous for Pride. xD I still need to tell my parents I'm planning to march in Pride though and in doing so I might need to come out to them (as bi initially, though I can't hide being trans from them forever either), I don't know how they'll react. ._.

Anyway, how are you feeling today?

I'm glad I was able to cheer you up! I love talking with you I'm glad you got to talk with Sarah too. I'm sure it helped you :3 ^^ Definitely go for what you think is best I think candy floss pink would look uber cute

I think I should too. I'm not sure which shade of pink I'll go for though, like hot pink or candy floss pink. I think candy floss pink will look really cute but it'd work better if I had slightly paler skin, still it'd probably suit me.

Glad you're feeling better. I'm doing okay at the moment, thanks. c: Your messages cheered me up a lot and I got to talk to Sarah on Facebook so I'm fairly happy.

It's so amazing how we can both relate to each others circumstances You should totally go for dyeing your hair. Who cares what your parents think? Pink would look amazing :3

I'm feeling okay today. I hope you're feeling a bit better

Heh, I've seen the term "ex-friend" used before so presumably it's an acceptable word. The thing with your dad reminds me actually, when my friend Sarah dyed her hair (she went from auburn to a dark sort of red), her dad didn't talk to her for a few days afterwards because she didn't ask him if she could do it. xD My parents will probably react similarly when I dye mine, since they don't seem to like unnatural hair colours.

Wow, I can relate to so much of that. My parents also think I've stopped, but there's a lot that I'm hiding from them. My mother gets really angry when she finds cuts or blades too. :/ It's weird how we relate in so many tragic ways. xD I hope you're feeling okay anyway.

Awh xD I like yours too :3 I'm going to ask one of my ex-friends (is that a word? ) and see if she can do my hair for me or ask her if I should just do it anyway. I'm going to ask my dad today about it again since he didn't give me a definite answer. If he says no, I'll ask her and see what she says.

Awh thank you. I love you too and I sadly still have a blade. I tried getting rid of it but its such a security for me. Its really bad. my parents think I've stopped and it was just a phase but honestly, I deal with these battles all the time silently and they have no idea what's going on but its for the best. My mom yells at me when she sees I've cut or finds a blade in my room. ^^ I'm glad you don't have a blade with you. I don't want you to cut either.

Don't apologise for the blabbing, I love your longer messages. xD You should dye it anyway.
^^ I'm still not entirely sure whether or not I'll go ahead with dyeing mine, I would like if it was a bit longer so I could pass convincingly as female too but I guess that'll have to wait.

Don't cut. I know how you feel, like I honestly think I'd have relapsed again if I had a blade with me. Try not to though, I love you and I don't want you to feel like that.

Lucky you I honestly think I'm agnostic. I don't believe most of the stuff my parents do and they think I'm into the religion and stuff but its really bad because I honestly did it to please them and it hasn't helped me so far to be into the religion. There's so much do's and don'ts with being a Christian. It's very frustrating. I'm pretty sure I'm about to leave it all behind though. I really want to move out but my parents won't let me. :/

I feel like my mom tries to be like me sometimes because I'm all about black and she will say stuff like "She's just like me, I love black" but, she doesn't wear black at all so its very stupid of her to say in my opinion Since I'm so pale I wear sheer tights under my shorts (white girl issues ) and my dad hates it xD I'm honestly thinking of dyeing my hair anyway but my dad hasn't given me an official answer so I might just ask him if he decided if I can dye my hair or not and then decide from there. (Sorry for all the blabbing! )

I'm better now. I'm still pissed with my parents but its alright. I've had serious self harm urhes the past couple of days but for some odd reason, I've been afraid to cut myself. It's really odd. Awh, don't be sad I'm here for you

Thankfully my family isn't really religious (my parents are non-practicing Catholics, personally I'm agnostic) so I don't have to put up with that, but they're still fairly judgemental. When I went through my emo phase - which I haven't really grown out of to be honest xD - my mother used to always give out to me for listening to loud music and wearing dark clothes. She still tries to stop me from wearing black which sucks because it's my favourite colour to wear.

I'm really sorry to hear. Are you okay? I hope you're safe. I'm doing okay thanks, I'm kinda sad but okay.

Same for me! Also, since my family is very religious its hard for me to express myself without seeming totally "evil" and different compared to everyone else I know. I can barely get away with being goth xD

I really wanna go to the anime convention now But I know you'll have fun and yay for friends going with you

I was utterly depressed and suicidal all day until earlier tonight. How are you doing?