I totally understand you, and honestly I thought I was alone in it. My parents have always been so controlling that it has stopped me from being myself and it has done a lot of damage to my confidence, self-esteem etc. For me it's my mother who's controlling and plays with my emotions, my father seldom talks to me but usually agrees with my mam. Oh well. You're not alone though, I can really relate.

Ughhh I'm so glad the anime convention is on straight away once I get home because I think I'd die if I had to go without anime or manga any longer. xD

How are you feeling today? Hope you're alright. :3

Yeah, it sucks how my parents are like this. I honestly feel like I can barely be myself because of them. My mom doesn't care but my dad is just controlling. I was sad all day yesterday and my dad asked me last night if something upset me and it was really irritating because I know he was trying to play with my emotions and stuff. But anyway..

I hope it works out with your hair xD ^^ Awh, I'm glad you are having fun but I know what it's like to want to be home again after such a long trip Haha, I'm sorry you can't use Kissanime. I can barely go one day without watching anime so I know how it feels

Sorry to hear you're down today. Ugh, I hate the way we still have to ask our parents for permission for things even though we're eighteen now, it's so annoying! I'm going to dye mine anyway regardless of what my parents say. xD

I'm back on Wednesday. ^^ I'm looking forward to going home to be honest, Spain is fun but I miss my friends loads (and apparently they actually miss me back, wouldn't have expected that xD) and my internet connection is too slow to watch Kissanime so it's torture.

I'm glad you're feeling better I'm sorry your friend made such a rant though

It's okay, it was for the better like you said I'll be fine. I'm not doing so good today. My depression has been pretty bipolar today. It's about time though, I've been numb for about a week so it's pretty typical for me. I also asked my dad about dying my hair and it didn't go well

When do you return home?

Aw you're the best. <3 I'm feeling a little bit better about myself today (I did have to read one of my so-called friends' transphobic rants on Facebook which was upsetting but I'm fine). That was really lovely though. Thank you.

I'm sorry to hear you had to break off your LDR but I suppose it was probably for the better. I hope you're doing okay though, it must be sad. Hope all's well. :3 I'm here for you always too. <3

Thank you! I will let you know tomorrow evening (if I remember xD).

I'm sorry you're sad maybe they wont be so biased once they know you are trans? Some parents do that, I know mine make rude remarks about things but then when I opened up they tend to stop making rude remarks. Although I haven't ever been through something like this, maybe your parents will also stop once you open up to them about coming out as trans? Just some random thoughts (haha, random thoughts are my forte ). I'm sure your friends miss you but, I can relate to you on how you think they wouldn't. Since I don't have any friends really anymore it's very hard for me to be alone at times but I'm glad I have you to talk to.

I'm not sure if I told you or not but, I did end up cutting things off with my LDR. It was really sad but its for the best and I know its time for me to grow up a little bit and try taking care of myself without having to depend on people for me to get what I want. But, alas, I'm rambling again

I'm always here for you, Lily and I will support you no matter what happens ♥

Oh, I hope your test goes well, let me know how you get on! Glad you're alright.

I'm kind of sad today to be honest. I'm missing my friends from home (whom I can be sure don't miss me at all xD) and getting really tired of being around my parents. Like they were transphobic again tonight and they don't even know I'm trans yet, I'm scared. Sorry. :/

Awh, you are as well I'm doing alright. I'm going to my community college to go take that English placement test. I'm pretty confident I can ace it since all I have to do is write an essay on one of two topics. :3

How are you doing?

You're so lovely. Thank you. How are you doing today? :3

I totally understand! I hope it goes well too I'm here to support you in any way I can