Hey, you need to be careful, I have never been hospitalized. I cut deep enough to sting and bleed a little but not nearly that deep. Don't worry you will find a place you fit in though. I know Il be your friend

Its hard, very hard but u need to be careful.
I stopped, and I really have to. If I get caught my life is over, I have only one more chance. Ive been to hospitals a couple times because of these things. I have checked in too many time, so If I go in, When I finish high school no school would ever accept me :/

I know exactly how that goes. I have started again with all that stuff adding up. I try to tell myself its okay cause i hardly ever do it so once every few months is fine but i keep feeling myself close off to the world a little more every time

Its okay, and just things are adding up. The stress, worries.. Ah, but oh well.
I feel weird giving people advice not to cut while I do the same thing.

oh im sorry, wats been going on with you?

Im sorreh, and that can be a good thing, if u know whats causin the problem, its important to try and fix it.
And well Im havin trouble, but i have 2 days cutfree now.

i just messed up again. but i quit and im getting rid of my bf who is causing me lots of probs. what about you

thats exactly true!
but i havent been able to follow my own words still

still havnt done any sh sense last time i told you, it get's a lot easier after you face a couple months or a really stressful situation without sh. wouldn't you agree?

True. Sometimes its just a simple reply, not wanting to say whats actually wrong. Its going alright right now. I havent sh in about a month, and u? Hows it going for u?