I feel too uncomfortable to do any of that stuff tbh. I just can't. Im using bio oil on my arms right now though and switching to cut right at the top of my legs so people can't really see it

Yeah it is that you just haven't washed it off properly, but it looks natural so I guess if it works do it. I'd say if your friends and your parents know about your SH then just wear short sleaves. Just try to forget about what other people think. Most people probubly won't even notice. My friends who I haven't told still haven't figured it out even though I wear short sleaves and shorts a lot of the time now.

Oh thats good with your tutor Yeah, well I never wear short sleeves ever but its horrible when its hot and you have to pretend your quite cool when actually your roasting and would like nothing more than to take your jumper off!! I have found that with makeup on my arms too but i thought it was just that I hadn't washed it off properly?

Yeah. Yeah I really like my history teacher. But I'm getting a tutor next year anyway so it'll all be fine I hope.
I agree I'm also afraid of people noticing my self harming. I've been kind of afraid to wear shorts for a while, but I found that if you put on enough coverup one day then the next day it makes the scars more skin colored, but it might not work with arms.

Yeah, it is tough isn't it? Do you have one teacher that you like in particular? You could go and talk to them about your work, or your form tutor. I had a chat with my form tutor cos I was really struggling to do my work while feeling so low etc and she got me a learning mentor (who is also my english teacher) its good, so now I can chat to my english teacher and she helps me with it all. Yeah, summers good It kinda freaks me though with the whole hot weather and covering up self harm thing though.. x

Me either. I've been trying though, but it's hard when your teachers keep asigning essays and reports and tests.
I'm soooo excited for summer though. How about you?

ah, yeah motivation for exams is tough... I havent really been doing much tbh

no not really I just had a soccer game today that was fun. And I'm studying for finals or attempting it my motivation for that is not much.
What have you been up to?

Its OK If you need any help figuring it out though just let me know! Im glad your feeling better... been up to much? x

sorry I still haven't completely figured everything out yet. I'm feeling a bit better