Well, I havent actually stopped as such... I havent done it in 5 days.... it still feels like ages though. I just want it back so much

It's great that you have stopped, I wish I could though I can imagine how empty it must feel too ):

Yeah, I'll live. I just feel like theres a bit empty hole in place of my self harming, it feels like self harm is everything that I am. I dont want to let go of it, I dont think I can. Right now I don't even know why I stopped.... and I know what you mean, I always feel extra sad at night too

Oh, I hope you're okay. I'm sorry to hear you're feeling like that. Is there a reason?
Umm, no reason. Just the night makes me feel low.

Oh dear, has something happened? Im just trying to resist the urge to self harm but yeah...

not really, gone a bit insane again haha. Oh well, I hope you're okay?

Yes, it was lovely. Have you had a nice day? x

thank you.
I hope you had fun making pizza, x

yum I am going to.... yeah maybe you should.... take care of yourself yeah? If you need anything at all just let me know!

Wow make pizza! (: You've just reminded me I haven't eaten. Maybe I should haha. Anyway, take care x