Hey Jodie! all is well here thank you for asking. i hope the same for you. keep smiling. love ya. beka

hi beka,

hope all is well for you.

love ya

jodie

LOVE YOU BEKA :HUG:

thats good sweetie just keep hanging in there, it wiull get better

hey beka...
i kept my promise last night.
love ya

jodie

jodie, there are online councerlors, ive talked to some via email. they do help. jo@samaritans.org email these people i have tried it and they were really good hunny. just keep trying u can do it.
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thank you beka. for saying that. i did od. i took too much. cant see strait or breath strait. i think it would help, the counseler, but i cannot get to one. unless there is an online counseler? idk. im not...
its hard to beleive in myself. im trying my best. but i cant hold on much more. this is killing me. every day is killing me more. i can not hold on mych longer. oh well, if i do go, it is for a reason.
ill try to. take care beke. love ya
Jodie aka ruki

sweetie i love you loads. after trying to od u do feel like crap for a few days, but it should pass. i really really want you to try talk to a councerlor tho sweetie, please i think it would help you alot. your a really awesome girl, and you can go far in life,
you need to start believeing in ur self.
things will get better. you just have to work towards it.
take care please sweeite love you... xxx

hihi.
ill talk to you later.
i am ok. i dont feel well still.
i OD'd pretty badly.
i took ibuprofen, almost triple the normal dose for my weight.
i am not doing too well, but i am alive. and i will be allright.
i feel like i am going to die from the meds. and everything else.
im sorry. ill go on in a bit. ibuprofen is pretty bad for me to take. look it up.
love you. if i dont go on again, i love you and thank you sooo much. you rock.
i 'm getting worse. having trouble seeing breathing i feel like i have the flu.
love ya

jodie

all good sweeite. hope ur ok