i understand ur problrm dear
they r just freaks-losers u bully u! they r just hungry 4 some kind of attention. they must br suffering from some kind of mental diseases-people who bully usually do! u must hv noticed that when u shout back at them or show hurt on ur face, they start laughing and get even more worse!by the way, why do u get bullied????/ because u r not part of the 'it' crowd???
i read about ur illness. alyssa, i know u feel sad n hope less but trust me, doctors will find a diagnosis pf ur problem be4 u turn 30-think positive! live cooly-enjoy every moment of life that god has given u. by the time u will turn 30, doctors may find a diagnosis n u may get treatment and be all right! then u'll regret u spent all of ur childhood n teenage years thinking that u'll die n couldn't enjoy those moments!