hey..h ey...happy b'day!!!!!!!!!!!!! sweet 16:-) sorry am late

just dropped by to know if ur there...?????????

let's set up a time when u n i can message each-other....it will be good. for both u n me dear...
PS- it doesn't matter if anyone wants u around or not.. i do.. so please, for my sake, don't do anything...

i am fully doing it with all of my heart. trying to get better

and u believe those people....u r using the coping strategies,but not really with you heart.. u r just doing that for the sake of it..

heres what i have to say to that... first of all, its not nonsense. it is what many people have told me day in and day out for 5 years of my life. This is the way i truly feel so don't try to brush it off. okay? that just makes it 10x worse. i am not cheerful anymore but i am trying to get better. i see a therapist every ewek and i have been for 3 years. the doctors have recently increased my medications. i have been using all of the coping strategies given to me to get better. i am sorry that i am not cheerful like you want me to be. i cannot help that.

i never said you were.. who says this rubbish????? i don't why you're thinking this nonsense stuff... u were so cheerful n then u suddenly lost interest in life..i think u should try some therapy/counselling..

I'm not selfish

can u pls tell me when we can chat??? i want to talk( if u want)

hey, i really didnt mean that..am reallyyyyy sorry..
ok, then what is it? is it that aren't getting any better despite getting loads of therapy???/ pls alyssa, don't think i am judging u..