Put your hand on your heart right now. Feel that beating? Do you feel your heart beating inside of you? Want to know what that beating represents? It represents that you are alive right now. And if you are alive right now, there's a reason that you are alive. A purpose to your life, you may or may not know your purpose yet. But if you don't, why end your life now instead of going out and finding that purpose.
Suicide ends your world. It doesn't end the world, someone at some point, is going to find your body and that's a terrible thing to do to anyone. If that person who finds you is someone who loves you, you have done the worst possible thing to them, if the person who finds you is someone who doesn't know, you have inconvenienced them and traumatised them in a way that they will get over or resume their life as normal.
Life is hard, I understand that but think about what it will be worth. Lets use the rain as an example. Thunderstorms they can be gloomy but beautiful too, and always remember that the rain eventually passes. The smell after the thunderstorm is indescribable, it's beautiful, everything about the rain is beautiful. The clouds have gotten too heavy that they need to let go, and maybe you can learn something from that. Life is like a thunderstorm, as silly as it sounds. Hold on a little bit longer, it's beautiful afterwards
You are precious