I feel kinda the same I guess in just good at controling it yet there comes times were I snap and cut myself or attempt to do it iv been suffering from suicidal thoughts and depression since 9/10 so I got good at hiding it yet in slowly losing control just all my past the memories iv got the things iv don't it will haunt me for the rest of my life and I just can't live with it :c

It just comes and go, so I kinda make myself feel used to it - to become a part of me. Guess I have lived with it that way. But deep down I really do not want to live with yourself as you hate it so much. So, that's it, there comes times when I cannot 'get used to it' that I break down sometimes. But I do get stronger and can live with it more easily now.

What about you?
Anything to talk, just anytime!! : )

Is there anything you want to talk about I read that you been suicidal since 17 too how do you do it? Your amazing! You can survive so long being low and suicidal

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I just feel lonely and i'm cutting but I know I will make through it again, as usual. I just don't know why it has to be so hard to be happy like normal people...:')

Nice to meet you too Katie

So how are you today?

Hi : )

nice to meet you eckky

Hi Katie how are You?