I read it and posted. You're so strong for going through what you've gone through. and I pray that you'll stay string now. That somehow hope finds you.

read my thread please

you're very welcome

thanks os much

well sometimes what you think is going to change the situation just isn't meant to be, and its all on a course that needs to be played through. I know its hard, and I know how it is to have to deal with the situation for such a long time, me its been all my life, but I'm still here and so are you. and I'm thankful that you are still here though life is sort of being a bleep. Just don't give up on it.

I have tried for the past 3 years its just nothing works

hunny, if you believe that, then do whatever is in your own will to change it

my whole life is screwed up

awww sweetie... what happened that made you go this far? Suicide is a permenant solution for a temporaary problem that isn't EVER worth the life that you've so strongly been through. A life of hardship covering up this secret beauty and hope you have yet to find. I'm glad you've made it today, its all just one day at a time and you'll find that its much easier. I know how hard it is to have to wake up each day and have to live it then, but something made you stay through the night and the day before and the day before that. and you know what? There's so many people right now, on TH, in your life outside of the computer, and just... people. Who want to see you make it through tomorrow and overmorrow and just... yeah.

I tried ending my life last night