6 years... wow... I try to avoid thinking of you as much as possible, as horrible as that sounds. I don't think I can ever forgive you, but maybe I am finally ready to move on. Goodbye, Peter. May you rest well, and may we see each other again.

I miss you, so much. You would be amused at all the things I have to tell you, and I wish I could get your support for the bad things. I think I may join you soon. Love you<3

I dreamed about you again last night, except this time it was different from the other dreams. I was on skype in my dream, and you were showing up in my recent conversations. You were online, and there was a new message from you asking why I was ignoring you. Chris (you remember him) was right behind me so I closed skype. Then, I got a call from an "out of area" number. I picked it up, and it was you. You told me that you had faked your own death to see if people actually cared and then got too afraid to let people know you were still alive. Then you came to my house and for some reason you and Chris were getting along really well, which you know never happened :/. Then, he broke up with me so I could go back to you. The last thing I remember from my dream was uncertainty, because I wasn't sure if I should be sad because he broke up with me or happy because you were back.

As always, I woke up crying. I just wish the dream was true. I know I would forgive you, and I think everyone else would too, even if it took a while :/

DISCLAIMER: I'm sorry everyone, I just didn't know anywhere else to post this...

www.fictionpress.com/u/654642/SnakeOfTheWord

Peter's fictionpress account

Hi Peter... Do you remember all those things I made for you? I still have all of them. I wish I could have given them to you in person, but at least I still have them. I still have the praises too, and all of the essays and stories you wrote and sent to me to look at. I've been trying to remember the link to your fanfiction. If I find it I'm going to give the link to the other TH people, I hope you don't mind... I'm also considering publishing a book of those stories so that everyone else can see how great your stories are. I know you didn't like your writing, but I know everyone else will. Remember that story you started and wanted me to finish? Well, I'm going to turn it into a novel, and I will not stop until It's a bestseller. It will be published under your name, not mine. After all, you came up with the idea for it. I'm so sorry I hurt you Peter... I still love you, and I wish I had realized that while you were still alive. I'm so sorry, and I miss you so much. Rest in peace <3

You're no longer in my recent views on my page... This really upsets me, you were in my recent views for so long....

Why Tricia? Why?

PETERRRRRR!!!

I'm worried...

the ninjas murdered me, that's where i was