Alot has happened. Don't worry.

Why what's happened?

Not been around. Cut myself off from the world.
I don't speak no more.
Hope you are okay

Hey,
yeah long time.
Where've you been?
How are you?
xxx

heya
long time no see
x

we all suppress something
the truth is... it's unhealthy
by supressing we make ourselves take on personalities we don't want
and it's unhealthy

you said a while ago that i seemed like you, which was stubborn
and yes I am stubborn til the very end. =]

I'm like a bad cold, you just can't get rid of me

open up to me.
Stop suppressing, become the person you want to be
you know you can.

and if i'm a saint the world is fucked xD

I supress infact similar things.
Only now, i think its coming back up.
Im scared now.
I keep walking outta school, telling people to get away from me.
I've become the person I swore i'd never be.
But I can understand, and see where you are coming from.
I didnt say you were stubborn.... i said i was lolzzz.
I wish i was asaint lol.
You seem more of one
x

You couldn't hurt me
trust me people have tried =P
I'm very... unwoundable

Experience teaches that pain leads to strenght, and the stonger you become the more pain you can handle/

Don't get rid of your account. if people are stuid enough to assume anything about anything... well you know what they say about assumption.
They make idiots of those pretending to be something they are not.

and I'm already broken... I don't think I can be broke anymore.

and you're right I am stubborn, I don't go away and I never give up.
So I'll stick around til you aknowledge the fact that I'm here to help

and yes many people say I'm not a monster... but many people haven't seen what I am capable of physically, and mentally.
But of course I suppress such vile things, like rage and hate. but I cannot deny that I am dangerous.
I cannot deny that there are aspects of me that I hide so much that if they were ever released.... well I would become a demon.

You're a saint, well you seem to be.
Willing to throw yourself down for people, well that deserves some payment no =]
you need someone to rely on.

Bless you.
Your not a monster. Your really sweet.
I want to get rid of my account.
Cos I hurt people too much. Ruin their lives.
Breakthem. Hence why I push people away.
I thinkyour such a good person, just alot of crap happens to you.
*hug*

The light doesn't come for monsters like me *shrugs*

have you ever caught a butterfly before?
Butterflies used to land on me, and when I was young I didn't understand how fragil butterflies where.
Everytime one landed on my I'd stroke it's wing.
Did you know that touching a butterflies wing breaks it?

It's actually quite the metaphor for my life, everything I've ever touched has broken.
Monsters like me, Light stays away incase we break the light.
I als stay away from the light because I don't want to break it.

Butterflies still land on me, but I know better now. Don't touch what I can break.

This is why I help people, and don't let them help me.
I don't want to hurt or 'break' them.

I may be broken, and I may be a horrible monster but I'm not evil and I don't want to hurt anyone, or anything. Not a single thing.

Ugly.... I think I am, but I'm not entirely sure anymore.

like I said.
I'll catch you should you fall.
I'll catch anyone should they fall.