Don't be sorry for wanting help
you are a WONDERFUL person, and you just have to give it time to find the girl who will see that. Right now, they're too young and immature to think about a solid relationship, they're still finding out who they really are, and so are you.
like I said last night, take time away to spend time with yourself. Visit a place where you wouldn't normally go, and just have fun. That's what you need right now the most <3 talk to me anytime you want, don't think it bothers me. I'm so happy to help, I promise!