darren... dont say that..

hug.. btw you can tell that my emotions are completely dead. I now feel nothing at all.

aww *hugs you*

..... Dreaming is not reality. I'm in pain, i guess. I need hugs quite badly..

its in near future darren. you can't keep wallowing in depression don't let depression get to you just hope that happiness is near just dream your at a beach somewhere with very happy things

is it the near future? Or i will finish myself off.

yes there is happiness in your future of course there is there is happiness in everyone's future

... thanks. Btw, is there happiness in my future? [Edited].

well the only i can do to help you is support you and tell you to call hotlines darren people on here care about you to ya know.

i hope that things will get better soon. As for me, the only emotion i feel is despair. Besides that, nothing.

So.. I'm someone who's sorta blackmailed by people to stay alive, even though i have a suicide plan that will kill me off on christmas, so yeah.