Just working really. We have a puppy now who's almost 9 months.....hyper little Jack Russell...you know the ones Just spend the day training and walking him etc, I enjoy it Ahh, well it's good you're still in contact and seeing each other, sometimes having a break is the best thing for the future

ohh cool, what are you doing now ? Yeah we're still seeing each other and are in contact with each other we're sort of on a break, its somewhat complicated lol.

Nahh, I finished college over a year ago now xD how's your job going? And last time we spoke you had a potential date......what happened??

Yeah not good. Yeah, are you still going college ? if you are how's college ?

Oh no, not good yeah i'm doing alright thanks

Hey I'm okay I guess got some bad news last night, you ?

I hope you're doing well

Hey, hope all is okay, i have read a couple of your blogs and just wanted to say that CBT does really help! I've never done the online one though, i did it as part of one to one counselling sessions, so obviously it's different. I hope you've given it a few more goes because until you start working through your own life and relating all the info to yourself then it won't help. But it's a case of understanding how it works first which takes time :/ Message me if you need me, i hope things are going okay, i really do! x

Well he sounds like the right kinda guy to meet anything arranged yet?

Scary because you don't know what else to do when you feel so down?

Scary because you think you'll go really low without self harm? I reckon it'll do the opposite!

Yeah I haven't been on the date yet , it's not actually arranged yet but he's messaged me on FB so hopefully I've proper landed on my feet though he got a good job and everything aha xD

Awwww.

That sounds like a good new years resolution to me. There's lots of ways to get help with recovery.

Yeah I know it's about time I stopped. It's stopping that's going to be scary.

Thanks, and you know where I am if you need me.