How can I not think of it though?

Everyone's saying that I'll probably come home with trophies and I really want to, but even though I know it's okay if I don't...I know I'll be disappointed if I don't get a trophy/trophies. *sigh*

haha I'll try...if I can manage to get a fench fry somehow.

No it's not..

That's good.

Eh...*grumbles* it's okay...

I have the TKD tournament tomorrow.......I'm really nervous....really, really, REALLY nervous.....

Yeah light purple..not pink

How's Canaidia?

No it's not...

That is so not pink....It's lavender..which is more of a purple color... ()

ok

I can't seem to pretend like it never happened without a distraction...at home I can think all I want, but that's not good...atleast in school and Tae Kwon Do, some things will distract me or cause me to go into "Automatic cheery" mode that I do all the time the day or hour or few minutes after I'm upset...I'm dreading school in general because when no one is really talking to me at lunch or some classes (sometimes) again like always..I have more time to think about it.