I'm sorry to hear that. Sometimes you just have to get out there even and try to find something that you enjoy and someone you like hanging out with. I only really hang out with two people outside of school and my family and honestly I'm more than happy with that. And I think that you're a great person, it's always better to do things that make
you feel better as a person and to improve yourself rather than becoming someone else.
(If I ever seem to be rambling too much, you can just tell me to shush :P )