That's true, joking is good and all as long as it's fun for both parties. It's insensitive and rude to keep joking people if it clearly upsets them and she should respect that you don't like it and stop.

She's been joking around me a lot more lately, and it annoys me since I'm not really a person who does jokes and games in the least (Ey, I see games more like playing video games and such, not playing with girls hearts, but that could be just me). So that gave me more reason to move on.

It sounds like you guys have a history between each other, and I don't know what that is so the best advice I can give is that, really consider how your relationship played out before. People can change, but they seldom do. Certain habits that you don't like(such as her liking to make you jealous) are likely to recur. If you do try this again I think a lot of communication about boundaries and whatnot would help a lot.

She would be likely be happy to help (She says "don't experience, you will regret it"), but even if me and her would last (Idk if that's the case since she recently made me jealous and says she loves to make me jealous), it would take some damn time before she would come to me and make good on what she said. She also hangs around guys, so I feel like a cuckold at times. Maybe I should've listened to the last time I left her and just move on, although that would be a bit hard.

There will be people that come along, trust me. And there's no rush to getting experience, that will come with time. And if your partner is worth being with they won't mind that you don't have experience and will likely be happy to help. I wouldn't put any time crunch on that, that puts too much pressure to do things on things that should just come naturally and be enjoyable.

For me it's the feeling that I won't get anyone else that also weighs down on my head, or it's gonna take too long to get experience in the kissing and sex department without her. It's not the sole reason that I want to be back with her, but it is a factor.

Yea, I understand that. It's hard enough having that kind of imbalance in a relationship as it is, it's even worse if it's long distance.

I want to put on work, but sometimes I think she doesn't want to put in as much work as I do.

Oh I know what that was like, the last relationship I was in was long-distance and we were really serious about each other. It can be really hard, but if you guys really like each other and think you could make it work you could go for it. I think it just depends on how much work you're willing to put into the relationship, with it being long distance, and also how much you want to be with them.

The shitkicker here is, we both still like each other somewhat. But she lives in MN and I live in the Netherlands. :|