That sounds nice. I'm so glad you're happy.
New year was okay I suppose. I stayed at my best friends house but she had other friends stay as well so idk..I didn't feel right there. We played Disney Trivial persiute in teams of 2 and there were three teams. I was winning right up until the end when I cam dead last. Then we played Family Fortunes with her mum as the presenter and..um..lost again. Watched the new year fireworks over London on the TV and had a glass of wine..texted people and called people and stuff. Then we stayed up until like 4:30am playing twister..and then everyone went to sleep except me because I couldn't sleep. So I was awake all night listening to everyone snoring.

LOL. Yeah, I just got on since the year began. Feel oddly strange, but happy, definitely. Things are much much better. I'll talk to you about it soon as I can get more than 5 minutes on here. :P College began on the 4th, and the first day kinda took all the air out of me. I was tired as I could ever have been. Haha. But, it's been fun. Just yesterday, I went with 4 of my friends to a place called Mahabalipuram, about an hour and a half's drive away from the city. Hung out at the beach, went rock climbing, came back home around 8, then went for a friend's birthday party. Ended up home around 12 am.
So glad to hear Christmas was good! How was your new year?
xx Love you!

You havent been on here since last year!

Aw hun you know you're welcome to PM me or something is you want to. I'd hate to think you're bottling everything up all the time - its not healthy.
If you get the chance to get on, and even if I'm not, you're welcome to message me about anything and I'll take a look when I can.
It's okay, take as long as you need. Just as long as you sort yourself out, yeah? Don't want you being all upset - happy Kav is better :3
I love you too. xx
My Christmas wasn't bad thanks, how was yours??

And thank you so much for the Christmas wishes! Hope your Christmas went of well!

It really has been a while since we've had a decent conversation, hasn't it?
I'm sorry.
Things are pretty messed up here. And I simply don't have the strength in me to make it okay right now, so it just seems to get worse. We will talk soon, I promise you. And I need someone like you to hear what I need to say. It's been screwing a whole lot of things up and I need to get it out. I've really missed you, Hollie. I've been thinking about you everyday!
I just need to get things sorted out by new year so that I don't feel I'm off to a bad start.
I love you. <3

really miss you.

They start on the 10th January.

when are they?!