You cheater, your font was supposed to be purple.
When will you be home? Cuz your soon might be a lot different than my soon.
I definitely miss you a lot more, whether you want to admit it or not.
There's a girl in the swimming olympics with the same last name as you. Meaning your not the coolest.
Ahhh Donoooooo why are strawberries called strawberries? They don't resemble straws!
And yes you made me smile. Don't you dare get happy about that.
I'm glad your family's okay.
And no, Inna and Mila are icky. That's why nobody wanted to kiss Mila so her first kiss was a stupid stage kiss. It wasn't even real. Ha.
And tofu is so fucking good so shut up.
And I haven't been on your page all that much actually. Only like.. twice in the last week. And that was recently to write you walls of text because its late and I'm bored but I'm not going to bed for like 7 more hours. Weeee
I don't want to use my car cuz not only do I hate driving but traffic on a Friday is so shitty that its faster if I just walk. Well maybe not but whatever. I like walking, I've been going for hour and a half walks every day.
My mums been taking your side she's been making sure I have my phone when I go out. Its so dumb I'm a munchkin nobodys gonna abduct me.
And you're more frusterating. Just because I can't be more than you.
And the other day my Mum was like "in 5 years when you have a husband and kids" and I was like uhmmm I sure hope not.
She's nuts. Like you.
I think Dannie is mad at me, she stopped inviting me to things again. I think its cuz of Taylor and Ray. Which is annoying because that's not even my fault and I've been kinda ignoring them hoping they will move on but they aren't. The bright side is David is texting me less. Woo!
And shush, I am a dream crusher.
And YAY la dispute. I'm still mad at that douche who was mean to me on Tumblr. Seriously he just made a text post being all like "oh my god I love all you la dispute supporters and I love my blog" so WHY WAS HE MEAN TO ME ugh what did I dooooo. And now he's like competing with me by posting more La Dispute pics. Which is fucking annoying.
I still hate him.
I'm watching men's gymnastics <3 only there is only one cute one on the team. And honestly they're too bulky for my liking. But whatever I like watching.
I want coffee. You should bring me coffee when you get home.

Dear Adrian,
I walked to my dads today which I know you hate. BUT I had my music on quieter and my phone was on. Nothing too creepy happened other than this old guy who turned on weird old music and gave me a weird smile as I walked past. But whatever.
Get on Aim, I'm actually on this time! Bahh you're a loser. And I hate you. Only not really.
I miss youuuuu. I talked to Marcus last night for the first time in like a year. He called me so we could play online pool like we used to. His girlfriend's due date is in a month. He's like my third friend whose gonna be a parent. ;-;
I made a decision the other day too. I'll tell you when you get back. I think you'll like it but who knows.
I don't remember when you're coming home but I think its soon. It feels like you've been gone like 9999 years. Only not really, more like a couple weeks.
I like exaggerating.
Lalalalalaaaaa
I hope that when you get online you'll be like Omg I'm popular! Oh wait.. darn its just Nicole.
I hope that happens.
I'm a dream crusher.
Crush crush crush.
I'm so bored you should get online. Right now would be preferable.
Your name reminds me of Guatemala. Don't ask why, it just does.

So I just accidentally went on Aim and I haven't been because I've been pretty busy actually and I didn't think you'd be coming online but I just got your message. Looks like we both had the same idea haha.
Please come home soon and safe.
Miss you more. <3

But really, you should come home. Like now. Because I miss you. A looooot. More than just a ton.
Aaaaand you're awesome but I know you know that because you say it like 8 times a day. And I miss you saying "ahk" and "hush child" and things like that. And I miss you calling me Lali and going to bed first unlike during the school year.
And I miss watching movies with you even though you've been a crappy watcher the past couple times. But its okay I forgive you cuz it was fun.
And talking about stupid things and making fun of each other.
Blah blah blah
I'm bored and I want to make this as long as I can just so you'll have to spend awhile reading it. Mwahaha
I hope you're doing okay in Chicago (I think that's where you are) aaaand I hope your family is okay. I'm still sorry to hear about your Uncle, that really sucks.
PEW PEW PEW
Uhmmmm I miss you agreeing that Inna sucks (she does and you know it). And I miss you not fangirling about Mila Kunis (cuz we both know she's gross). She didn't even have her first kiss until that 70's show, did you know that? I bet you didn't.
And did I ever show you pictures of the alpacas? If not, I need to when you get back. I got some hilarious pictures.
I ate an olive today. It was good.
I'm watching American Dad right now. This episode is kinda triggering as sad as that is.
Andddd I'm really glad we still talk. Like you have no idea. I remember when I was trying to make you stay until June like two years ago and now look. Bhahaha I win!
I LOVE YOU
More than you love me. Duh.

I miss you so much so I'm going to leave you VMs because my night just got bad and I can't complain to you.