if you dont mind me asking whats his theory?

Its fine. My past is exactly that: the past. Its over and things are better and worse in their own ways. "Hiding awesomenss" is a funny way to put it but no I don't think that was it. I wasn't really shy back then. I was outgoing and talktive. Its everything that happened that makes me shy and quiet now. I really don't know for a fact why the other kids didn't like me, though my dad has his own theory.

Aww i'm sorry
you said you were shy
i'm sure nobody was your friend cause they didn't know you cause you hid all your awesomeness behind your shyness.......if that makes sense

I don't know. They've been that way since I've known them.

No, I've never dated anyone before. The guys there were either my bullies, my former bullies, or friends with them and could potential become my bullies. I was invisible at best at school. I've met one kind guy that was my age in my life and I haven't seen him since 4th grade, though he still means a lot to me considering he was my only friend at the time and did so much for me

Why were they jerks?
Did you have a boyfriend?

No problem *hug*

The guys I went to school with before I started homeschooling and moved. Most were jerks.

thank you *hug*

what do you mean the guys you know?

I don't see why not. You sound a lot better than the guys I know and grew up around. You seem really sweet and nice. You there should be a lot of girls wanting to be the center of your world.

Thank you
unfortunately no one wants to be the center if my world

You sound really sweet