I understand
why is it hard to date again?

can you start up the "real talking"

..that's the thing... yes and no :/ he did seem like he wanted a relationship.. but once he told me how he feels about how itd be hard to date... well since then it has been different. Less real... "talking".... more of just... blah :/

Does he seem like he would want a relationship if it was easier?

Yes, I like him a lot... a lot a lot... :/ yeah, I mean, we talk every day though we don't get to see eachother very often, and when I do get a chance to see him I'm all... I get scared talking to people sometimes... its a long story and it has to do with my hallucinations but since I can't say much... yeah.

but you still like him?

is he gonna be around any longer?

...he's just... changed :/

He doesn't wanna take the leap.

Basically, yes. It doesn't really make sense though the way he talks to me... its like he is just.... attracted to me. But doesn't like me in the way I like him.... :/

Oh so he likes you but he knows nothing will ever happen
I'm sorry

I mean... he basically said we shouldn't date. My friends were all right, he wasn't ever going to be able to go out with me.... he thought maybe he liked me like I like him but... anyways :/
It sort of makes sense.. we won't get to see eachother enough and all.... :/