I think you'll get that life
your a great person and some guy's gonna sweep you up and wisk you off to japan
get a teaching degree
get married
move to japan

I want to be happy. I want to live in Japan and be a teacher. I want to fall in love with someone who treats me right. I want to enjoy life and respect myself enough to leave my family behind. I want a life where I'm surrounded by people who love me, make me feel good about myself, and make me smile and laugh. Not people like my family who break me down and make me feel worthless. I want a happy life in Japan and to find someone who will love me despite my flaws. I'm afraid that I might not get that life though.

Mostly
sounds interesting and fun

what do you want your life to be?

Hehe actually my thoughts are currently PG....mostly

Honestly though, I've been thinking about life. How it used to be, how it is, and how I want it to be. I know a lot of hard work is required for the future I want and I'm just wondering if I can really do it.

whatcha thinking about all alone in bed huh
anything not family friendly hmm?

Its 2:18 here and not much, just laying in bed. I'm kind of tired lol.

what are you up to at 1 or 2 13 in the morning?
i'm not sure if ohio is in the next timezone

Ah ok then.

He gets mad at me cause I spell it dUrd not dErd

just a bro

Ya, true

Durd. That's an interesting name. Who's Tyler by the way?