Thanks.

I'm really sorry I left. My sis came in so I had to log off of this site.

I'm not tearing up anymore
You do show you care for me
in little ways
like if i'm gone you'll message me saying you hope i'm okay
you pressure me into telling you what's wrong

I remember and i will never forget when you said you would have waited at the door for me in class

Sorry, I know I don't help much. I really do try. I hope you at least feel a little bit better

ok
thanks

It's not selfish and pathetic. You're so nice to everyone here, you deserve that kind of love and respect in return

i don't i don't
i don't know

i just want someone to show they care about me the way i show and help everyone else in my life

but idk it feels selfish and pathetic

That's not self absorbed or self centered. Not at all. When you're upset you do that because you want to feel better. It's okay, Jason. Really, it is

Cause everyone here is so nice and i want people to say nice things to me so i say stuff that makes people sorry for me when i'm sad and instead of moving on i drag things out cause i don't want the niceness to stop

Aw. I'm sorry
You're not self absorbed and self centered at all! What on earth makes you say that?

Yeah it was

i'm just emotionally drained
i feel lonely, depressed and unaffectionated
i'm also self absorbed and very self centered