Thanks. I just see and hear about all these pretty girls and I get jealous. Isn't that pathetic? I felt pretty confident because a guy at the store said hello to me. I know it doesn't sound like much, but it just kind of felt nice to be noticed. I felt pretty good, then I saw this girl. She was so much prettier then me. I compare myself to everyone. I'm jealous of my own cousins! I'm jealous of my friends! Because they're all so pretty and I'm just... ugh.
Sorry. Kind of went into a rant.

I have to go sorry

your beautiful
stay strong

No your problem is your wrong a lot
your wrong cause you think we're talking about you too much
your very pretty

I'm just in a conversation with someone right now and it's so triggering but I don't want to be mean and stop talking to them. She's telling me how much she weighs and how much she's eating. She's so tiny and she's doing so "good" at losing weight, I just kind of makes me realize how much of a failure I am.

Sorry, we're talking about me too much.

Well you look very pretty
Good

something we need to talk about?

I'm pretty triggered (with my eating disorder) and I'm having some anxiety, but other than that I'm okay.

Yeah, I got some nice clothes. I got a shirt for my school picture. Idk, one second I think I look good, and the next I doubt myself. I'm just so triggered.

What are you up to?

Yeah
sure?

Did you get good ones?
How do you look?

Are you sure?
I'm okay.

I can never find clothes. It takes forever. Lol, I feel bad for my mom!

Well
you?

that was a long time shopping

Hey, how's it going?