"I need to take lessons on not eating from you. Cause I eat way too much crap."

Good! Remember that.

What'd she say if you don't mind

I know I know

Idk. She said something today, it makes me wonder if she even cares if I have an eating disorder. I mean, I thought that if she knew she would watch me eat 3 meals a day and stuff, but she doesn't. So idk.

You are! I promise!

At least she's looking out for you
it shows she's concerned and wants to help you

mmmmh ok sure

Well, we are allowed to leave at lunch. But my mom is getting suspicious about my eating disorder so she expects me to stay at school and eat lunch.

Aw, you're so nice, you know that?

That doesn't sound stupid at all
I think you can actually do that

just transfer to my school and i'll jump in front of the bullet

I'm slightly afraid of school shootings... I want to just leave school and go for a walk at lunch time to try and avoid it

Nothing will sound stupid coming from you unless you intend it too

Yeah.
Well, there is something I'm a little scared about... but it will sound stupid

Aww it won't be too bad
I hate that part too