Conversation Between Digit. and cookiesamilk
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I don't care what you look like
Cookie when i said i was proud to be your friend i was including all your emotions and fears and everything else you think pushes people away
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You don't know what I look like.
What are you up to?
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I don't know if any of that's true cause i know your hard on yourself
even if it is
especially if it is
I still think your one of the most beautiful people ive ever met
inside and out
you are kind and caring and amazing and i've never met anybody as sweet as you
and i understand why you want to cut
like i said before
knowing all of this
i am still proud and blessed to call you a close and treasured friend
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I can't even spell right. *skin
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You want to know why I'm afraid?
Because here's the real me:
I'm an idiot. You're really smart and I'm not. I swear like a fucking sailor but I know you don't like swearing so I don't when we talk. I'm fat. I can't talk to someone without going into a panic. I cry in the bathroom at school during lunch. I push everyone away and that's why I spend most of my day in my room. I can talk to people online because I know that if they judge me I can just delete my profile and never talk to them again. All my teachers worry about me. I'm suicidal every night. I'm so triggered right now it's ridiculous and I'm so excited because later I plan I taking my blade into the bathroom and ripping up my skind. I'm an awful person who just lets everyone down because she's so screwed up! Because her emotions and her fears always get the best of her and she disappoints everyone.
That's me. That's my "thing"
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Everyone has "things"
these are psychological things in us that are unique
made from experiences and life
they shape who we are
how we act
what we want
and how we'll get there
i think you have a "thing" about disappointing people
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I'm ok, thanks.
I'm glad you're well.
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thank you
i'm feeling well
how are you?
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Thanks.
You're a really great friend, Jason.
How are you feeling?
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Well either way i think that the more and more i learn about the "real you'
thelessscrewed up you seem
and the more i learn about you
the more amazing you seem
and i feel honored that you trust me to help you with your problems