Alright, then I think it's perfectly fine to be more reserved
I won't hurt you, I promise.
haha, thanks!

Haha i like how you think it's little
i only open to you so much because
a)it's online so i'm semi safe
b) it's 1-1 so i can control and predict your reactions
c)you seem trustworthy

btw i like the reasons why gay marriage is wrong and the hush little baby

Haha

I think it makes sense. It seems like you figured it out. My guess for your "thing" was that you didn't want to be judged and that's why you seem to be afraid to open up, so it seems like you hit it right on the nose. I also think it's perfectly fine I think it's ok to be a little more reserved.

*half-hearted* yay
*social anxious brofist*

So what do you think about my "thing"

Oh, me too.

That makes sense. I've heard about kids who were bullied so they tried to make people laugh so that way people wouldn't bully them anymore.

oh yeah i do
forgot to mention that

i think i make sure i can do all that stuff so that
i seem special
cause special people aren't rejected or hurt they're loved and accepted

Do you have social anxiety?

Yeah, what about that?

I really really think that's right

how i'm like good at so many things i'm athletic,smart,funny,romantic,other skills etc.

I understand. You seem like you're terrified of being judged.
Well, if you're ever lonely, know that I'm only one message away, Jason.
How?

ok
I know i'm afraid of rejection so i carefully meticulously control every bit of information that comes out of me about my emotions thoughts feelings
if you understood you be exhausted just thinking about it
that's why i'm never completely comfortable around people i'm always thinking about what they think of me and before i say anything i completely think of every reaction they might have to what i'm gonna say
it gets lonely sometimes never being able to totally trust somebody 100%

and you know how i'm smart and can sing and am good at a lot of other things?