I'm fine, thanks I'm just on youtube.
Hbu?

yeah I was really scared telling her
like shaking

yeah it's hard cause it doesn't feel wrong

so hru?
wyd?

Okay, because I was thinking 'Uh... I already knew about that...'
That was nice of her
Well, of course it didn't work. One person cant convince you to stop. You have to convince yourself. You can have everyone in the world supporting you, but if you don't have yourself supporting you, it's just not going to work

Well I told you about SH the next time I saw you but you were busy and I never got to talk to you other wise I would

I posted a thread if you want to hear what I was saying a few minutes after the very first time I did it
And i'm telling you about telling Brittany cause that happened today like a few hours ago

She gave me a hug and gave me a talk to convince me to stop
it didn't work

I'm pretty sure she use to

So wait, what didn't you tell me? About SH, or about telling Brittany?
Well, how did she react to it?

Brittany

Cassie was one of the first to know

I had a text conversation between me and Cassie about my Cutting that I save on my phone to read every once in a while and I let Brittany read it

I was shaking as I gave her my phone

Nothing really

Oh, Brittany? Or Cassie?

I'm getting to it :|

Well relationships don't really happen for me :/

What'd she say?

Well(no interest at all in her) today I kind of told her about my SH
she's the only one in real life who knows(that was the thing I wasn't telling you)

Alright, well tell me whenever you feel comfortable

That's not right. You deserve so much better Jason, you really do. Relationships shouldnt be like that.

She just told me about it later on the day she did that

Yes it is 0.o
I'm so happy about that

Yes...
but I'm getting to it

Oh what happened was we got together and broke up 3 times and so I was feeling really unappreciated and unloved
cause when we were together I thought it would be like how couples are
being with each other and talking to each other and just generally enjoying each other but no
most of the time she didn't even talk to me and always walked away and left me alone and I felt so unimportant

And she only did that one time

Did Cassie say something?