"Might be okay?"
Thanks for the hugs
Like I said, just a lot of stress... my best friend's grandfather died last week, so my other friends and I have been trying to cheer her up and get her through exams, though she missed a nationally administered one because of the funeral, so in order to make it up she has to miss part of graduation; I saw another of my friends today and found out that he had just gone to the funeral of the father of a friend who apparently had died himself a year ago; kind of got - not exactly yelled at, but "whatever"-
ed at by my dad on the phone, he kind of came home drunk last night, too. He was okay to me, but he didn't remember what I had said to him today... My sister keeps cycling through being okay with me and basically trying to negate me out of the family... Worried about another friend, too, who's at an inpatient program and who I've written to everyday but who I haven't heard anything from other than a brief note she sent through someone else saying she saw her chart and isn't allowed to even receive letters... Sorry, I don't mean to sound like I'm complaining.
On the upside, I do now have like a gagillion-and-one new books to read that people over the past month or so have given me for various reasons