There's nothing at all wrong with talking about problems. Sometimes everyone needs a little support, advice, help or just someone to listen. ^^ Maybe stick with guy friends who understand your problems and have similar interests so you can talk about different things without being nervous.
Walls are also pretty normal, they aren't always to keep people out or hurt them, more to see who cares enough to break them down. Trust is something that needs to build over time.

I start talking about problems that I have. And with any guys that I have been friends with or have started to become friends with, when i get nervous and dont know what to say to them I bring up sex. And then sometimes I go on webcam for them and it just snowballs.
I have a hard time trusting people so I push them away and build up walls to prevent them from being able to hurt me. I hurt them first.

You're awesome I've seen you helping people on the forums countless times and you have a bf who loves you because he believes you're a really nice person. Nice people are rare and true friends are difficult to find, but be proud of who you are and hang in there, and one day you'll meet some nice friends who appreciate you.
What kind of things do you feel you say that you shouldn't?

Thanks but Im really not that nice. I honestly dont know how to have friends. I always mess up friendships by talking about stuff I shouldnt. I dont know how to control myself and keep my mouth shut sometimes.

Yup, though I'd like to find some other hobbies too. I kinda stick with this one because it's either that or no social contact at all. Just kinda hard to get the motivation to go out and do stuff lately. :/

I can understand how no real friends can feel since I'm in pretty much the same situation. I know being shy can make it really difficult too, but hang in there, you're a really nice person and you'll definitely meet new people and make more friends eventually.

Well as long as you enjoy it thats all that matters to be honest. I have a few friends who are into that kind of stuff to but Ive never understood it to be honest.

No I dont have anyone besides my boyfriend who I talk to or hang out with. I mean yeah its great that I have my boyfriend, but honestly Id love other people to hang out with so that when he is working I have something to do- and also to give us a break from each other once in a while haha. I lost most of my friends in high school because I basically stopped going to school and when that happen everyone forgot about me.

Well, I play a trading card game and go to tournaments every weekend. I'm such a nerd The people there aren't really close friends, but it's a form of social contact at least ^^ I really need to get out more :/

And you don't have anyone in person you chat to, hang out or share hobbies with?

I wouldnt laugh, believe me. I do some pretty weird and kinda childish things with my friends...ok well I did when I had friends haha. But all that matters is that you had a good time and were able to get away from things. Thats what matters the most.

Hmm, I'll pass on answering that, you'd probably laugh ^^; But it was good to get out for a while anyway.

Im really glad that you had a good time with your friends. What all did you do?