okay just letting you know that despite the fact i just got out of the psychiatric hospital not even two days ago, i am being hospitalized again today for a dramatic return of suicidal thoughts and paranoia that led me to bring a knife to school to defend myself because i was afraid people were going to rape me at school. (no, i didn't hurt anyone.) I cannot believe i am going to be hospitalized again so quickly...this will be my sixth time in a psychiatric inpatient. I don't know when i'll be back...probably in a week or two. if you want an update just
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pm calypso (my girlfriend). i'm sorry things have been so hard for you, please stay strong my friend, i care about you so much. -Megan