Hi, fliaway. I practically lived on teenhelp between last december and march and since then i hardly ever come on. It's cool you found a message from me from 2009 though... I wonder which one it was. I didn't think i'd be alive today, and the past few days have been pretty damn tough but look, i'm still here! woo hoo! (i think) Anyway, seeing as you're new to teenhelp and all, welcome! If you ever need a friend to chat with, let me know. I'm always looking to meet new people. Hope to hear from you! -Megan

hey I have been having a really hard day and came across your message i think from 2009... almost two years ago when you stated that you dserved to die. I saw that you are still around now, in 2011, and that gives me such a relief.... of anything. I am so glad you are still here and it makes me realize that I do deserve things in life