Well I can't say that I know exactly how you feel but I can relate.. And i understand to some point.. Best thing for ya is to just do what your heart tells you and if your heart is telling you that you still love him... then thats what you should... From the sounds of it however I think you need some one else.. Some one who is gonna love you back.. But when you are ready..

I guess i think she just wants a better influence for me but i love him i dont think i could have better... even if i did deserve it.

You do! You obviously do! i don't personally know you or this other guy.. But I already know you deserve someone better..

Yeah i dont really know I kinda really want it to work but my best friend says i deserve a better guy....

Well if its love and its meant to be.. it will be.. if its not meant to be then you will find someone else.. better.. that you love more.. and forget all about the love you thought you had for this guy.. That i can say with full confidence bc ive lived thru it..

lol.... I guess but like you said its not like i want to love him, ive tried to not but i still do.

Well your saying youre never gonna love again.. love isnt someting you can control either.. trust me.. if it was something i could have controled i definitely would not have fallen i love with the person i did.. Dont get me wrong.. I am totally in love and very very happy but i definitely did not know that i would love this person... Love is uncontrollable ... its fate.. so lol stop fightin wit me.. lol love wins all the time

I cant say im never gonna hurt again or never gonna have a broken heart again cuz thats not something in my hands.....

your blaming love... when its not loves fault.. your giving up on love when it did nothing wrong..
"Love doesn't make the world go 'round, it just makes it a more interesting ride."
Your saying your never gonna love again.. maybe you should say youre never gonna hurt again. or youre never gonna have a broken heart again bc thats what truely upsets you. the hurting and the broken heart part.. The loving isnt when you were upset

So whats the difference? lol