I'm a very sensitive and sentimental person, and hate to see the days of relaxing at home with my family having no worries or responsibilities and doing whatever whenever, go away. There is just too much stress and worry with school, and I'm going into harder classes this year and will be getting a job, so I'm scared that I won't have any free time.
so I'm practically saying goodbye to my summer youth and will no longer have an actual summer off
and it sucks with your situation, I hope your doctors can find a diagnosis