idk
it doesn't feel as destined and romantic

sorry i'm complaining i'll shut up if you want

I think a lot of peoples first crushes don't work out. That's why they're called a "crush"
There will be other girls and your time with them will be special

I keep thinking that my first crush was suppose to be special

Well, that's good. I'm glad you're able to do that. But there are some things that will happen that you will need help on, and that's okay

that made me smile

you know usually I can fix things myself in my head
when someones mean I can think that I wouldn't want them as a friend
when I get bad luck I think that that means good lucks coming to balance it out

sometimes I don't know what to think

Haha, nah, it's all good.

Aw, well I think that's sweet. Sorry it didn't work out. But hey, "Now you're just one broken heart closer to happily ever after."

this is weird
am I being taught the ways of girlhood, learning to talk about things?

I think I was feeling discomforted because somewhere in my naive, romantic mind I thought the first person I told I liked would like me back and fulfill my teenage dream fantasies

Okay, then lets talk about it

*warms with pride*

in the spirit of that i'd like to talk about why I think aurora discomforts me
and i'm gonna send before I change my mind

Yeah, I am
I'm glad you got your phone back!!

that's good!