Aww, thank you!

Hahaha, totally dude, Listening to Boyce Avenue is much better than calculating the present value of an annuity. Although music sometimes helps me study. If only you could bring music into the exam.

Yeah, a huge assignment on a topic you love and feel passionate about is no drama at all, cause you have that committment there, no matter how hard the actual assignment is. A small assignment on Maths is terrible LOL . What is better, Ancient or Modern?

I have an idea, do extension history!!!!!

Nice to hearf you like the idea. I post the films on my YT channel, hamedkhatizfilm. I haven't put anything up yet, but that is where they shall go . You have YT?

No. She hasn't even reacted with anyone on her TH account since the Thursday I told my principal what happened (10th May). I tried emailing her on Saturday but she hasn't responded. Because she uses her DET email address, it gives me reason to think she hasn't been going to school and that is not a good sign at all. Non responsive, attendance out, suicidal, not a good mix at all.

I just realised something chilling. Her deadline to move out of home passed yesterday .

MAJOR VENT ALERT LOL

One of the major reasons she gave to me for feeling like she wanted to end it was that she was sick of being single. I told her I loved her (not meant in a romantic way) and when she asked in what way did I love her and I clarified myself, she goes "yeah, i get it, you don't love me any more than a friend, no one does and i am sick of this."

Those were the last words she said to me. In a way, it's a bit sad that romantic relationships mean so much to people when there is so much more out there.

I don't really like having to read really triggering, full on deppressive posts and stories about self harm and stuff like that because it makes everything just a little bit darker.

On MH (MedHelp), I met this girl called Charlotte and her story was intriguing more than anything. She said she felt like she was watching her life like a film and she is not part of it. I cannot imagine what that feels like, so I learnt a few things from her. But a lot of the time, it is not nice to read or have to hear about.

VENT OVER AHA.

That whole last week has got me thinking, why do people not see love and people caring about them? There is so much love out there for people, friends, family, people you haven't met yet and people are committing suicide an self harming because they think no one loves them.

I just hate it when I complliment someone and they say "no, you don't mean that", "I'm not beautiful" kind of thing.

Sorry if this post was all me me me aha . Some of it was vent, so much of it was vent, you probably didn't see the rest of the post aha. There were actually two questions at the top of the post, search for them aha.

Hamed Khatiz.

Haha, it's impossible for me not to
Well, I defintly failed there, Evanescence is a lot better than Modern History
That's sounds cool. I'd watch it
That's probaly a good idea. Have you even spoken to her at all since?
Well in Ancient I'm doing my huge major assignment, but I got to pick my own topic so thats ok
Except I have to do two, one for modern and one for ancient
Well, not much.... I actually haven't done anything of supreme interest since we last talked.

Three days. Glad you missed me hahaha.

Thank you so much for the consideration, I have been going really well. Cruising along nicely. Doing assignments (or trying to and NOT getting distracted by my music LOL).

I am considering starting to write a new film exploring the thought that (did you know?) when you're drowning, after the initial choking and suffocating, it's actually a kind of euphoric experience, like you are in a dream. My English teacher said that, so I am probably going ask him what he means by that on Wednesday and start from there.

My titles always have one word LOL. "Briane", "United", "Dante".

I will probably check up with my principal tomorrow about my friend from last week. I haven't heard from her since the day I put her on report (Thursday afternoon last week).

I am also doing counselling tomorrow for the first time in a long time. .

Homework should be made illegal haha. You do Ancient History, you told me? In NSW? We're doing New Kingdom Egypt and Historical Period. This whole historical period thing is murdering my head aha . Can't wait until it's over. When you get to historical period, just hang in there, it is the hardest and most confusing.

Especially religion, Cult of Amun, temple of Karnak, etc.

All in all, awesome three days, full of ideas and I have got so much planned for tomorrow

How have things been trailing your way since we last talked?

Hiya
We haven't spoken in ages (like a week ) so i thought I'd stop by and see how everythings going

Na I haven't gotten my report yet..not sure when I'm geting that
I'm sure you did better than you think you did...
Haha, but you still have to hold them for two months . It's really annoying though, cause I started school early so I will only just get my P1's when I finish
Almight ttfn

Hey, Ellie, one thing from me. I just wanted to say sorry earlier for asking or your fb account, soz indeed .

That alright! .

I know I have two sessions tomorrow, including English, unfortunately. I haven't been to English class all week aha . Wednesday I was doing Maths homework and then obviously with the emergency today with this girl, I was out too. My friend, Xavian covered for me though, so I'm OK .

Have you gotten your report yet? I get the drafting tomorrow, not looking forward to that LOL. My English teacher's comment is probably going to be a page long LOL. Yeah, we've definitely had our moments this semester.

I want to make a fake one and give that one to my mum. I failed nearly everything .

Haha, I had a quick look at your profile before coming here. I have gotten my Ls and only a week in, in terms of hours, I have beaten half the people I know hahaha.

SWEET SEVENTEEN!!!!!

Emotionally and physically exhausting day. I love Fridays (tomorrow)!!! I need the break. Have a good night, Ellie, I'll talk to you soon.

Finally, have you ever said something to someone which is totally out of character for you? Something you didn't mean, but you said it?

Gravity by John Mayer, the most hypnotic song in history. I am getting sleepy. In comes the guitar solo . See you,

Hamed Khatiz <3.

I don't really and I can't send you the link cause I can only go on my phone, which has a different url...
Well....nest Wednesday I only have two periods then school is over at 11 am!!!

Nah, I just finished checking them, she has said nothing. I wonder how she feels right now. It would come as a surprise, she doesn't know that she is about to get a knock on the door from the principal .

Nah, I only just got on after training so I'll proably check my emails after this and see if she said anything since I left the school today.

So how about it, you go on FB very often? Send me the link to your profile and I shall give you a request. If you want . I go on every morning at about 6:30 in the morning before I leave for school.

I have a free period first and I finish early on a Friday! Perfect day tomorrow, I can imagine it now aha.