Im so sorry you left because I didnt reply fast enough my computer was being slow and i came back and saw you left. Im sorry your brother has cancer thats got to be hard to deal with and im sure your nephew is confused whats going on too considering hes only 3. Your a very carring loving person. Well if your brother is at least trying to be around that is better than not trying. You sound so much liek me not lieing Im allways strong for every body else and loving and puting on a fake smile just liek you and i relized by going to therapy that was literally killing me. Probablly what caused my depression too as well as my PTSD i also have panc attacks. So i have learned i can be strong for people and my pets but i need to sometimes say hey i need 5 min to my self then ill be right with you. and i think thats what you should try too. like while taking care of your brother say i need 5 min to get something at the store and you going out going to that store maybe not buying something is your time by yourself. Or say im taking a walk around the block be right back and explain you just need a litle fresh air thats your time to your self too. Sounds so easy right why didnt we think about that before because we are such carring people but in reality if its not a emergency that person or pet that needs you can wait 5 or 10 min while you do something for yourself and then come back. Seriously try this pleasee it will help you, trust me it wil save your insanity lol. When you start doing this you feel less stresed and more in control of your life. also try finding a job again to get some money.
Im also so proud of you for getting out of the abusive relationship so many people go back but you did not and im glad. You dont deserve to be treated like that you deserve better. Im sorry your ex killed your child by forcing pills down your throat what a evile man. talk to your therapist about all this just get it all out of your system like you did tonight to me or write down how you feel and give it to her let her reead it she can really help you if you tell her everything even if it hurts. I really care if you need to
pm me dont be afraid to i will listen to you also you can email me my email is
chrissey40@ymail.com I really do care about you and would love to hear back from you and chat with you again. {: You say your there for every one else well ill be the person that is just there for you seriously you dont have to be there for me ill jsut help you i think thats what you truley need right now. Please email me or
pm me you wont be bugging me at all. Im 18 years old.
Take care biggg hugssssssssssss
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