Yeah they think I am a drama queen its a joke like they are so stupid!

I have not cut lately but my friends suck.
Ha I had this really good friend and just as we got super close he didnt wanna be friends anymore and i dont get what i did wrong and its driving me crazy

I apologize for being MIA lately.

How could your school not believe you have cancer? Are they for real? There's gotta be SOMEONE who'll talk to you. Anyone at all. If you need help, you need help.

How's the situation with your friends and the cutting lately?

My school,.
My religion likes to sweep things under the rug and pretend its not there.
They dont wanna believe I might have cancer,.
Its annoying but It makes me want to prove them wrong!!!

Aww that's awful. Well if its an absolute emergency, I'm sure you could reason with SOMEONE? A cool teacher perhaps who could talk to administration? I don't know. It isn't fair to force yourself into too much when you can't handle it.

haha,.
I go to a boarding school and they dont believe in giving us a break i mean we have school today and its vet day. like when your at an all time low and just need a break they wont let you miss your classes.

Good for you, really I wish you luck in the future. Focus more on yourself and your needs and you should be fine, just going from there.

I have too much on my plate atm as well lol. :P I can't help it

That is all so true.
Some of the people I have called friend have not been there for me ever.
I am always there though and it stresses me out because then I have even more on my plate but i take it.

I have realized that I dont have to sit around and be treated bad,.

Well I'm proud *hug* Good goig for lasting a week! Great progress!

Well...I've realized who my friends are as well. It's very hard really. If they don't bother to reach out to you or are unable to handle you at your worst, why should they have you at your best? It's the old Marilyn Monroe quote lol. But it's so true. Don't waste your time on those pricks.

If they actually come around by themselves to try and ask you what's wrong, then take the chance to communicate with them. If not, forget them. There is always someone who will listen.

I have not done it in almost a week.
Which has been really hard but it is good.

I have just realized that my friends are not really friends.
They didnt wanna deal with me doing it so they told a teacher.
But they didnt wanna seem like jerks so they took away my scissors.

But not one of them asked me what was wrong or if I needed to talk about something.

it sucks.

Aww, I'm sorry to hear that. I told some friends recently too and I even showed them the scar on my breast. I was worried that I had scared them.

Anyway...really, this is not something you should try and enter. It's truly awful that you've started doing this, because it really is a hard battle to beat. I've been doing it for over three years now. I wish you luck, and I hope that you can start to wean it off before it gets too much.